This entire blog is address to me only.
Read it for your pleasure.
Dont read too much into it,yea?

A conversation between M[ch & Solitaire C8t.

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To myself*

"For crying out loud,take that bitch!"

Myself sobbing dramatically after that abuse.

Myself smiling to the mirror..

"I dont need you,not you nor you.Back off!"


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What is that all about?

If everyone have a dark side,this is it.

You just dont see it when you are with me,not till I am six feet under.

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Yawns.

A bad thing that time doesnt comes to a halt.
Things wont stop in motion.

Life is not that magical nor mystical.

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If everyone is just a pretender.
Coz they just cant afford to stop,sit down there and lick their wounds.

Wow...I am one of them.

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Damn...Stop it.

You are beginning to sound alot like that other flea in the head.

Oh...That flea is not the creator.

I am.
*smirks*
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You dont like me.

*sniffs*

Me neither.You are always hiding me inside.Keeping me from the world.

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*cover ears*

Why must you bring me apart?

"I didnt.You did~"

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Am I hurting you alot?Or really,you used me as an excusable spear to hurt others.

I didnt control you,you control me.

And dont feel guilty and push the blame to me.

You know ..you know...You are the one.I am merely the one crying and laughing here.

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Sigh.

*sings in a untune symphony*

Oh...I dunno.

You are always like this. *pat pat*

Guess you grow inside me since young.

Who makes you in me?

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Since the day you cried alone and refuse the world.I am with you.

No matter who you meet,who you become..I am always here in you.

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Oh..this is sick!

Logs off.

*M[ch left the conversation.*

Solitaire c8t....sits there and purr~